Yup. It's been a while.

 But continue to search I do. I'm 71 now and time seems to be running short.

 I am less concerned about that fact than I used to be.  Maybe I'm just coming to terms with what I know to be fact: I am constrained by a slice of time that, in the course of same, becomes relatively smaller and smaller, both in absolute and relative terms.

Whatever is, is, and I might as well get used to the idea.

But I find that I am continually drawn back to the ideas and the narrative of Jesus.  Maybe that's what faith is: that pull, that drawing back.

Today I'll try to empty my mind and see if the Spirit out there puts anything in it for me to think about.